only a dream
June 8, 2009 by overdosedwhatever
If I am the night
You are a beautiful dream that leaves me wanting for more
If I am the plain old blue sky
You were the orange, cotton soft cirrus of my sunset.
If I was a lyric
You were the music that caresses every line
If I am a face
You are the pretty smile that lights up my countenance.
But I am not the night
Yet you are still that beautiful dream
I am not the sky
Yet I know that you would bring color to my life
I am not a lyric
Yet I can almost hear the music of your laughter
I am not a face
Yet remembering you brings a smile to my lips.
Yet again
You are but only a dream.
Feb 14, 2009
12:55AM
I lost you again, yet I’ll keep on dreaming…
(I wrote these lines after my doctor told me in February 14 that I should go in for a D&C because I have lost my baby. It did not happen then, but four months later.)